Melayu kee???

Aku kuat ke???

Aku kuat ke?
aku xpasti..
rasa nya ramai orang anggap aku kuat..
sbb ramai org suka cerita problem kat aku..
walaupun secara jujurnya,
aku xsuka dengar..
sbb aku ada masalah aku sndiri..
tp aku xsibuk pun nak bgtau diorang..
dgn jujur kat sini aku nk bgtau,
aku hanya suka dgr msalah member yg aku betol2 member aku..
member dlm konteks aku kat sini ialah
seorang member yg ada sama2 ngan aku
waktu aku berduka dan bergembira
pada yang hanya memerlukan aku untuk bergembira
maafla kalau kadang2 aku xlayan korang sangat....
aku akui aku hipokrit..
xkan aku nak bgtau depan2 aku xsuka korang...

dulu aku lemah..
suka bergantung kat orang...
ada benda xtau?
tanya ayah...
ayah dah xde,
tanya mak...
sekarang mak dah xde,
tanya abang dan kakak...
dari dulu mcm tu...
nk g mana2 report dulu..
sekarang pun mcm tu...
sakit pening,demam,batuk..
semua pun nak kena bgtau buat apa...
sbb tu orang cakap
anak bongsu spoil, manja..
tp, aku senang begitu...

sekarang x lagi kot..
ada masalah, aku g internet..
ada benda xtau aku g baca lg...
sakit?aku boleh g crk ubat sendiri dah..
mungkin aku dah boleh di klasifikasikan 'kuat'
tp hakikatnya......

aku lebih suka hidup mcm dulu
mcm zaman kanak2 ku....

Aku rindu!sangat2!!

notes: ape2 pun, terima kasih bnyk2 pd yg sudi jd kawan aku...(^_^)

FrIenDsHiP

Note: This is specially dedicated to all of my bffs (Emy, Noni, Im, Bansheng, Dodol, Is, Bad and few others)..thanx for ur support and luv u guy owezzz....

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

THE BRICK

About ten years ago, a young and very successful executive named Josh was traveling down a Chicago neighborhood street. He was going a bit too fast in his sleek, black, 12 cylinder Jaguar XKE, which was only two months old.

He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no child darted out, but a brick sailed out and - WHUMP! - it smashed Into the Jag's shiny black side door! SCREECH..!!!! Brakes slammed! Gears ground into reverse, and tires madly spun the Jaguar back to the spot from where the brick had been thrown. Josh jumped out of the car, grabbed the kid and pushed him up against a parked car. He shouted at the kid, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing?!" Building up a head of steam, he went on. "That's my new Jag, that brick you threw is gonna cost you a lot of money. Why did you throw it?"

"Please, mister, please. . . I'm sorry! I didn't know what else to do!" Pleaded the youngster. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop!" Tears were dripping down the boy's chin as he pointed around the parked car. "It's my brother, mister," he said. "He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up." Sobbing, the boy asked the executive, "Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me."

Moved beyond words, the young executive tried desperately to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. Straining, he lifted the young man back into the wheelchair and took out his handkerchief and wiped the scrapes and cuts, checking to see that everything was going to be OK. He then watched the younger brother push him down the sidewalk toward their home.

It was a long walk back to the sleek, black, shining, 12 cylinder Jaguar XKE -a long and slow walk. Josh never did fix the side door of his Jaguar. He kept the dent to remind him not to go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at him to get his attention. . . Some bricks are softer than others. Feel for the bricks of life coming at to you. For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves, God has positive answers.

THE WINDOW

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour a day to drain the fluids from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed next to the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed would live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the outside world. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake, the man had said. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Lovers walked arm in arm amid flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man could not hear the band, he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. Unexpectedly, an alien thought entered his head: Why should hehave all the pleasure of seeing everything while I never get to see anything? It didn't seem fair. As the thought fermented, the man felt ashamed at first. But as the days passed and he missed seeing more sights, his envy eroded into resentment and soon turned him sour. He began to brood and found himself unable to sleep. He should be by that window - and that thought now controlled his life.

Late one night, as he lay staring at the ceiling, the man by the window began to cough. He was choking on the fluid in his lungs. The other man watched in the dimly lit room as the struggling man by the window groped for the button to call for help. Listening from across the room, he never moved, never pushed his own button which would have brought the nurse running. In less than five minutes, the coughing and choking stopped, along with the sound of breathing. Now, there was only silence--deathly silence.

The following morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths. When she found the lifeless body of the man by the window, she was saddened and called the hospital attendant to take it away--no words, no fuss. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it all himself. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall.

Moral of the story:

The pursuit of happiness is a matter of choice...it is a positive attitude we consciously choose to express. It is not a gift that gets delivered to our doorstep each morning, nor does it come through the window. And I am certain that our circumstances are just a small part of what makes us joyful. If we wait for them to get just right, we will never find lasting joy.

The pursuit of happiness is an inward journey. Our minds are like programs, awaiting the code that will determine behaviors; like bank vaults awaiting our deposits. If we regularly deposit positive, encouraging, and uplifting thoughts, if we continue to bite our lips just before we begin to grumble and complain, if we shoot down that seemingly harmless negative thought as it germinates, we will find that there is much to rejoice about.

Jangan terlalu mengharap kesempurnaan

Jika kamu memancing ikan....Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail,hendaklah
kamu mengambil ikan itu....Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia semula
ke dalam air begitu saja....Kerana ia akan SAKIT oleh kerana bisanya
ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan MENDERITA selagi ia masih
hidup.Begitulah juga ........Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN
kepada seseorang... Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGIMU hendaklah kamu MENJAGA
hatinya....Janganla h sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja....
Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin TIDAK dapat
MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia mengingatmu. ...Jika kamu menadah air
biarlah berpada,jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya dan janganlah
menganggap ia begitu teguh....cukuplah sekadar KEPERLUANmu. ..Apabila
sekali ia retak..... tentu sukar untuk kamu menampalnya semula....
Akhirnya ia dibuang....Sedangka n jika kamu cuba memperbaikinya mungkin
ia masih dapat dipergunakan lagi....Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki
seseorang,TERIMALAH seadanya.... Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan
janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu ISTIMEWA.... Anggaplah dia manusia
biasa. Apabila sekali dia melakukan KESILAPAN bukan mudah bagi kamu
untuk menerimanya.
akhirnya
kamu KECEWA dan meninggalkannya. Sedangkan jika kamu MEMAAFKANNYA boleh
jadi hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga ke akhirnya.... Jika kamu telah
memiliki sepinggan nasi...yang kamu pasti baik untuk
dirimu.Mengenyangka n. Berkhasiat.
Mengapa
kamu berlengah,cuba mencari makanan yang lain..Terlalu ingin mengejar
kelazatan.Kelak, nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya.
Kamu akan MENYESAL.Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang
insan.....yang pasti membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu.MENYAYANGIMU . ..
MENGASIHIMU. ..
Mengapa
kamu berlengah,cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain.Terlalu mengejar
KESEMPURNAAN. Kelak, kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik
orang lain..Kamu juga yang akan MENYESAL
Tiada
penyesalan membiarkan sesuatu itu mengapai impian ia... memberikan ia
kebahagian.. .... penyesalan adalah pada diri, membiarkan kelekaan
membiarkan diri ini terus mengecewakan kebahagian.. ....
Biarlah
ikan yang ditangkap dilepaskan, dipancing oleh orang lain yang dapat
menyediakan hidangan yang lazat dari membiarkan ikan yang ditangkap
terus busuk.

credits to gadis kalis peluru...

Is this love??scary!!!

TO MAKE sure that she was well and truly dead, a Hong Kong man went into a stabbing frenzy, slashing his ex-girlfriend in the face up to 50 times.
Leung Pak Ming, 26, said he plunged his 30cm jungle knife repeatedly into 19-year-old Wilma Li Yui-yi's lower jaw.
Then he stabbed her in the chest about 10 times before cutting off her head.
When police asked why he needed to do all that, he replied: 'I wanted to make sure that she was dead.'
Details of his gruesome murder on 7Mar last year were heard before a seven-member jury in the Hong Kong Court of First Instance on Thursday, the second day of the hearing, reported Hong Kong papers.
His statement to two police officers on the day of the killing was recorded on video and was played back in court on Thursday.
Miss Li was a management student and a part-time lifeguard and swimming coach. She got to know Leung in March 2007 while she was attached to a recreation club where he worked.

Moved in together
Two months after they started dating, she moved in with Leung, reported Apple Daily.
But their relationship became strained towards the later part of their nine months together.
On 20 Feb last year, Leung decided to break up with her after arguments over her frequent SMSes to her male friends. She moved out of his home.
But he changed his mind the following day and tried to win her back, sending her countless SMSes and calling her many times. His calls went straight to her phone's voice-mail box.
Leung, who appeared indifferent during the proceedings, cried when the prosecutor read out his SMSes, reported Apple Daily.
When Leung realised his efforts to win her back were in vain, he tried to claim HK$12,000 ($2,300) from her for expenses incurred while she lived with him.
He later claimed that he used this as an excuse to see her again, reported Ming Pao.
Depressed, Leung bought two knives and slashed his wrist at about 2am on 25Feb last year.
Despite bleeding profusely, he survived.
His mother found him in a pool of blood at noon and rushed him to hospital.
He was discharged on 3Mar and managed to meet up with Miss Li, when she urged him not to take his own life.

Asked for money
Two days later, he tried again to claim money from her and was confronted by her family members.
He sent her an SMS to apologise and asked her to recall the good times they had together. But he got no reply.
Leung then recalled Miss Li telling him that she would rather he kill another person than himself.
He told the court that was when he thought of killing Miss Li. He spent HK$536 on two more knives.
On 7Mar, Leung, whose arm was still bandaged after his self-inflicted wounds, went to Miss Li's home at 9.45am.
He barged in when she opened the door at 10.50am. She repeatedly told him that she was seeing someone else.
He recounted in the video recording: 'She said 'sorry' and 'don't' and then admitted she had another boyfriend but didn't tell me because she didn't want to hurt me.'
But he told her: 'You won't have another boyfriend.'
When she turned her back to him, Leung whipped out a knife from his bag, grabbed her and held the knife to her neck.
A terrified Miss Li pleaded with him to forgive her.
But he ignored her and stabbed her with his various knives before severing her head.
He wanted to kill himself by jumping from her flat but stopped himself when he recalled Miss Li telling him that he would upset his mother if he committed suicide.
At 11.10am, he called the police and told them he had just killed his girlfriend.
Leung, 26, is pleading manslaughter but the prosecution wants him convicted of murder.

Waktu mustajab berdoa

BERDOA adalah otak ibadat. Begitulah besarnya kedudukan doa. Lagi banyak kita minta, lagi disayangi Allah dan ia berbeza dengan manusia, lagi banyak kita minta, lagi banyak kita dimarahi, malah dimaki lagi, “tak ada kerja ke asyik minta saja.”

Doa adalah lambang perhambaan kita dan kita dicipta supaya menjadi hamba-Nya. Berdoa, doa juga, tetapi supaya mudah diterima, kita patut meneliti dan tahu waktu yang sangat mustajab berdoa antaranya:

- Waktu sepertiga malam, iaitu waktu terakhir, ketika orang lain nyenyak tidur. Allah s.w.t berfirman, maksudnya: “Mereka (para muttaqin) sedikit sekali tidur di waktu malam dan di akhir malam, mereka memohon ampun (kepada Allah).” (Adz-Dzariyat: 18-19)

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda, maksudnya: “Rabb (Tuhan) kita turun di setiap malam ke langit terendah, iaitu ketika sepertiga malam terakhir, lalu Dia berfirman: Siapa yang berdoa kepada-Ku, Aku kabulkan. Siapa yang meminta kepada-Ku, Aku berikan kepadanya dan siapa yang meminta ampun kepada-Ku, Aku ampunkan untuknya.” (Hadis riwayat al-Bukhari dan Muslim)

- Waktu antara azan dan iqamah, iaitu ketika menunggu solat berjemaah. Sayangnya waktu mustajab ini sering disalahgunakan sesetengah umat Islam yang kurang mengerti sunnah, sehingga diisi dengan hal tidak baik dan tidak dianjurkan Islam, membicarakan urusan dunia yang tidak bernilai ibadat.

- Pada waktu sujud. Iaitu sujud di dalam solat atau sujud lain yang diajarkan Islam seperti sujud syukur, sujud tilawah dan sujud sahwi.

- Selepas solat fardu. Iaitu selepas melaksanakan solat wajib lima waktu, termasuk selepas solat Jumaat.
Dianjurkan membaca doa dengan perlahan kecuali jika makmum belum mengerti, imam boleh menguatkan bacaan agar makmum menirunya. Apabila mereka mengerti, kembalilah secara perlahan.

- Pada waktu khusus, tetapi tidak diketahui dengan pasti batasannya, iaitu satu detik pada setiap malam dan setiap hari Jumaat.
Waktu lain yang mustajab ialah sepertiga akhir malam, ketika hujan turun, waktu awal pagi ketika dengar ayam berkokok, ketika berpuasa, ketika bermusafir, bulan Ramadan dan pada 10 akhir Ramadan.

Father reunited with daughter he believed dead for 27 years

A father was reunited with the daughter he thought died 27 years ago after tracking her down through Google.

Dirk Pratt's mother-in-law told him that Francesca had died from a mosquito bite on a visit to Ecuador.

The toddler had been on a supposedly short trip with her mother.

But she never returned, instead growing up in Latin American with her mother's family.

Just six weeks ago after watching the Angelina Jolie movie 'Wanted', Mr Pratt said he was inspired to search his own name on the Internet.

And he was amazed to find a 2007 message from his daughter, which read: 'I am trying to contact Dirk Pratt. I am his daughter.'

After the two swapped message it emerged that Francesca, 30, had been told her father, from Seattle, Washington had died in a diving accident.

'Losing my daughter was one of the most devastating things that I have ever gone through in my entire life," Dirk told Good Morning America.

'I had a hard 27 years as I never did get over it.

'I knew in my heart that that was my daughter, that she was alive and that she was looking for me.

'I am actually still in shock and total amazement over the first phone call we had together.

'Like my daughter I feel like I am in a dream, that I am dreaming, and I just do not want to wake up.

'It has been totally amazing and I have not quite fully recovered form our first conversation.

'In the last 20 years I never imagined I would be sitting next to my daughter now as a full grown woman and get to see how beautiful she is.

'I knew immediately who she was when she got off the plane.

'I went to security and told them my story and I was very surprised that they let me through without a ticket.

'I was right at the plane when she walked off, I was the first thing she saw.

'Francesca has forgiven, me I am not so forgiving.

'I do not have a hatred or anger like I used to for all of these years, but I can't forgive because I missed 27-years of watching my daughter grow and doing the things a father wants to do.

Francesca began looking for her father after her family in Latin America finally told her the truth about her life.

'Inside of me I was always thinking that he was alive,' Francesca told Good Morning America.

'I am so happy to see him again, I can't explain how I am feeling now. I am so happy because I can say to him "I love you daddy."

Francesca had some more good news for her father. She is pregnant with a baby girl.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/...ing-Google.html

Kisah Cinta

Toshinobu Kubota yang biasanya dipanggil Shinji terpaksa meninggalkan keluarganya utk mencari kehidupan yang lebih baik di Amerika. “Di sini keadaannya amat sukar. Kau adalaah harapan kami” kata si ayah sambil memeluk anak lelakinya itu sambil mengucapkan selamat tinggal.

Shinji menaiki kapal Atlantik yang menawarkan pengangkutan percuma kepada para pemuda yang mahu bekerja sebagai buruh penyodok arang batu sebagai imbalan kos pelayaran selama sebulan. Kalau Shinji menemui emas di pergunungan Colorado, keluarganya akan menyusul. Berbulan lamanya Shinji mengerjakan tanahnya tanpa kenal lelah. Emas yang tidak besar memberinya penghasilan yang tidak seberapa tetapi teratur.

Setiap hari ketika pulang ke pondoknya, Shinji sangat teringin disambut oleh Asaka Matsutoya, gadis yang diam-diam diminatinya di kampung. Sepanjang ingatannya keluarga mereka sudah lama saling mengenali dan sepanjang itulah dia menyimpan hasrat untuk memperisterikan Asaka. Senyumnya yang menawan membuatnya menjadi puteri keluarga Yoshinori Matsutoya yang paling cantik.

Setiap malam sebelum tidur di kabinnya, Shinji ingin sekali membelai rambut ikal panjang Asaka yang perang kemerah-merahan itu. Akhirnya dia mengirim surat kepada ayahandanya untuk merealisasikan impiannya itu. Kira-kira setahun kemudian, sebuah telegram datang membawa berita. Yoshinori Matsutoya akan mengirimkan puterinya kepada Shinji di Amerika.

Anak perempuannya itu akan bekerjasama dengan Shinji dan membantunya mengembangkan bisnes perlombongan emas. Diharapkan selepas setahun, keluarga masing-masing akan mampu datang ke Amerika untuk menghadiri majlis pernikahan mereka. Hati Shinji sangat bahagia. Dia menghabiskan satu bulan berikutnya untuk mengubahsuai pondoknya menjadi tempat tinggal yang lebih sempurna.

Dia membeli katil sederhana untuk tempat tidurnya di ruang tamu dan menata kamar tidurnya agar sesuai untuk seorang wanita. Langsir dari bekas karung guni diganti dengan kain bermotif bunga dari bekas karung gandum. Di meja sisi tempat tidur, dia meletakkan pasu berisi bunga-bunga kering yang dipetiknya di padang rumput.

Akhirnya, hari yang dinanti telah kunjung tiba. Dengan membawa seikat bunga daisi segar yang baru dipetiknya, di pergi ke stesen keretapi. Asap mengepul dan roda-roda berderit ketika keretapi mendekat lalu berhenti. Shinji melihat setiap jendela, mencari senyum dan rambut ikal Asaka. Jantungnya berdebar kencang penuh harapan sebelum tersentak kemudiannya. Bukan Asaaka, tetapi Yumi Matsutoya, kakaknya yang turun dari keretapi.

Gadis itu berdiri malu-malu di depannya, matanya menunduk. Shinji hanya mampu memandang terpana. Kemudian dengan tangan gementar dihulurkan jambangan bunga itu kepada Yumi. “Selamat datang” katanya perlahan-lahan sambil matanya menatap nanar. Senyum tipis menghiasi wajah Yumi yang tidak cantik.

“Aku senang ketika ayah mengatakan kau ingin aku datang ke sini” kata Yumi.

“Ayuh! Aku akan membawa begmu” kata Shinji dengan senyum terpaksa, bersama-sama mereka menuju kereta kuda.

Sementara Shinji bekerja di lombong, Yumi mencatat semua kegiatan di lombong. Dalam tempoh enam bulan, aset mereka telah meningkat sekali ganda. Masakannya yang lazat dan senyumannya yang tenang menghiasi pondok itu dengan sentuhan ajaib seorang wanita.

“Tetapi bukan wanita ini yang aku inginkan” keluh Shinji di dalam hati, setiap malam sebelum tidur dengan seribu rasa susah hati di ruang tamu.

Setahun lamanya Shinji dan Yumi bekerja, bermain dan tertawa bersama, tetapi tidak pernah ada ungkapan cinta. Pernah sekali Yumi mencium pipi Shinji sebelum masuk ke kamarnya. Pria itu hanya tersenyum canggung. Sejak itu, kelihatannya Yumi hanya mampu berpuas hati dengan jalan-jalan berdua menjelajahi pergunungan atau sekadar berbual di beranda setelah makan malam.

Pada suatu petang di musim bunga, hujan deras menyirami punggung bukit, membuat jalan masuk ke lombong mereka ditenggelami air. Shinji mengisi karung-karung pasir untuk dijadikan benteng. Badannya basah kuyup tetapi usahanya sia-sia. Tiba-tiba Yumi muncul di sampingnya, memegang karung guni yang terbuka. Shinji mencedok dan memasukkan pasir ke dalamnya, kemudian dengan tenaga sekuat lelaki, Yumi melemparkan karung itu ke tepi lalu membuka karung yang lain.

Berjam-jam bekerja dengan kaki terbenam lumpur setinggi lutut, sampai hujan reda. Dengan berpegangan tangan mereka berjalan pulang ke pondok. Sambil menikmati sup panas, Shinji berterima kasih kepada Yumi. “Aku takkan dapat menyelamatkan lombong itu tanpamu”

“Sama-sama” gadis itu menjawab sambil tersenyum tenang seperti biasa, lalu tanpa berkata-kata dia masuk ke kamarnya.

Beberapa hari kemudian, Shinji menerima sepucuk surat yang menyatakan keluarga Matsuyo dan keluarga Kubota akan tiba minggu berikutnya. Meskipun berusaha keras menyembunyikannya, namun jantung Shinji kembali berdebar-debar seperti dahulu kerana akan bertemu lagi dengan Asaka. Ketika Asaka muncul di hujung platformnya, Yumi menoleh kepada Shinji. “Sambutlah dia” katanya. Shinji berasa kaget, “Apa maksudmu?”

“Shinji, sudah lama aku tahu bahawa aku bukan puteri Matsutoya yang kau inginkan. Aku memperhatikan bagaimana kau bercanda dengan Asaka pada pesta bunga nan lalu.”katanya. Dia mengangguk ke arah adiknya yang sedang menuruni tangga kereta. “Aku tahu bahawa dia bukan aku, yang kau inginkan menjadi isterimu..”

“Tapi…” Yumi meletakkan jarinya pada bibir Shinji.
“Syy..” bisiknya “Aku mencintaimu Shinji. Aku selalu mencintaimu. Kerana itu, yang kuinginkan hanya melihatmu bahagia. Sambutlah adikku,” Shinji mengambil tangan Yumi dari wajahnya dan menggenggamnya. Ketika Yumi mendongakkan mukanya, utk pertama kalinya Shinji melihat betapa cantiknya gadis itu.

Dia ingat ketika mereka berjalan-jalan di padang rumput, ingat malam-malam tenang yang mereka nikmati di depan unggun api, ingat ketika Yumi membantunya mengisi karung-karung pasir. Ketika itulah dia menyedari, apa yang sebenarnya selama berbulan-bulan tidak disedarinya.

“Tidak, Yumi. Dikaulah yang kuinginkan”

Shinji merengkuh gadis itu ke dalam pelukannya dan mengucup dahinya dengan cinta yang tiba-tiba membara di dalam dadanya. Keluarga mereka berkerumun dan berseru, “Kami datang untuk menghadiri pernikahan kalian!” Cinta sejati tidak akan berakhir dengan penamat yang menggembirakan kerana cinta yang tulus dan suci itu sesungguhnya tidak akan pernah berakhir.

P/s : don't judge a book by its cover..we nvr really know what lies ahead us..
love with ur heart..not with ur eyes only...kadang2 Allah dtgkan yg lebih baik untuk kita tanpa kta sedari..jgn setelah kehilangan baru mencari...

The fastest man on no legs

Oscar Pistorius was born in Johannesburg, South Africa, on November 22, 1986, with a rare birth defect which meant he had no fibula in either leg. After consulting 12 different surgeons, his parents, Sheila and Henke, took the momentous decision to amputate both legs halfway between the knee and ankle. He was just 11 months old.

Oscar grew up in a competitive family in a sports-mad country. His determination to keep up with his able-bodied friends meant that from an early age, he began to develop a leg action that would have far-reaching consequences. Oscar's competitive streak led him to take up the national obsession, rugby; but when he received a serious knee injury following a tackle, he was persuaded to try a new sport – running.

Just eight months later, in 2004, Oscar stunned the world by winning the 200m at the Athens Paralympics – despite a false start that lost him nearly two seconds. The next year, he finished sixth in the able-bodied 400 metres at the South African National Championships. Then, in March 2007, he took second place in the same race and looked ready to break onto the world stage in able-bodied races. Oscar was now the fastest Paralympic athletic to have ever lived – and was set to challenge the fastest able-bodied runners in the world.

But Oscar's seemingly unstoppable rise was brought to an abrupt halt in July 2007, when the International Association of Athletics Federations (IAAF) collected evidence during his race against able-bodied runners in Italy. They suggested that he was running in a significantly different way to able-bodied athletes, pointing out that Oscar is the only 400-metre runner in history to run his second 200 metres faster than his first. After his way was initially blocked, Oscar was allowed to participate in his first international able-bodied events in Rome and Sheffield, and the IAAF agreed to pay for tests in Cologne to establish the blades' legality.

In years to come, people will look back at these biomechanical tests as the blurring of what is meant by able-bodied and disabled. By then, Pistorius's silhouette may well have become one of the most iconic images in sport. But will he be allowed to fulfil his dream of competing against able-bodied athletes on the international stage?

Aku cinta padamu dalam 100 bahasa

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumem
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Catalan - T'estimo
Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Chinese
Cantonese - Ngo ngoi ley a
Mandarin - Wo ai ni/wo xihuan ni
Comanche - U kamakutu nu
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Cree - Kisakihitin
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elvish - Amin mela lle
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hald fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
Hebrew
To female - "ani ohev otach" (said by male) "ohevet Otach" (said by female)
To male - "ani ohev otcha" (said by male) "Ohevet ot'cha" (said by female)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru or Anata ga daisuki desu
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo or
Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech gaer
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
-> Sarawak - Kamek sayang kitak
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Ndebele - Niyakutanda
Norwegian
Bokmaal - Jeg elsker deg
Nyonrsk - Eg elskar deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai
To female - Phom rak khun
To male - Chan rak khun
Informal - Rak te
Tunisian - Ha eh bak
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese
To female - Anh ye^u em
To male - Em ye^u anh
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe
Zazi - Ezhele hezdege
Zuni - Tom ho' ichema

Modern Luv Letter

Dearest Bedah;

I am very happy to inform you that I have fallen in love with you since
Tuesday, the 17th of August 2003.

With reference to the meeting held between us on the 17th of August2003at
1500 hours, I would like to present myself as a prospective lover.
Our love affair would be on probation for a period of no less than
three months and depending on compatibility, would be made permanent.

Of course, upon completion of probation, there will be continuous
relationship training and relationship appraisal schemes leading up to
promotion from lover to spouse. The expenses incurred for coffee and
entertainment would initially be shared equally between us. Later,
based on your performance, I might take up a larger share of the expenses.

However I am broad-minded enough, to be taken care of, on your expense
account.
I request you to kindly respond within 30 days of receiving this
letter,failing which, this offer would be cancelled without further notice and
I shall be considering someone else. I would be happy, if you could
forward this letter to your sister, if you do not wish to take up this
offer.Thanking you in anticipation.

Yours sincerely

Ali

credits to Today's Joke.

Terima kasih mimpi...

Terima kasih mimpi,
kerana mendatangkan ibuku...
terima kasih mimpi,
kerana kemudiannya kau datangkan ayahku,
terima kasih mimpi,
kerana mengizinkan aku menjadi anak manja lagi,
terima kasih mimpi,
kerana memberi peluang aku melepas rindu ini,
terima kasih mimpi,
kerana kau, aku bisa merasa kasih mereka lagi,
terima kasih mimpi,
kerana membantu aku melerai kekusutan hati ini,
terima kasih mimpi,
kerana untuk kesekian kalinya,
aku berpeluang menjadi diriku walau untuk seketika,
terima kasih mimpi,
kerana membahagiakanku,
terima kasih mimpi,
kerana tidak mengecewakan ku...
dan, terima kasih mimpiku untuk segalanya..
terima kasih tidak terhingga kerana menemani malam2 sepiku....

I am an INFP

Done a personality quiz just now and i'm an INFP(Introverted,INtuition,Feeling,Perceiving)
i gotta say i agree wit this one cos' this is me!

INFP - The "Dreamer"

INFPs are introspective, private, creative and highly idealistic individuals that have a constant desire to be on a meaningful path. They are driven by their values and seek peace. Empathetic and compassionate, they want to help others and humanity as a whole. INFPs are imaginitive, artistic and often have a talent for language and writing. They can also be described as easygoing, selfless, guarded, adaptable, patient and loyal.

About the INFP

"To understand Healers, we must understand their idealism as almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in. The Healer is the Prince or Princess of fairytale, the King's Champion or Defender of the Faith..."
- The Portrait of a Healer Idealist (Keirsey)

"INFPs are highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them, and use their discoveries to constantly search for value in life. They are on a continuous mission to find the truth and meaning underlying things. Every encounter and every piece of knowledge gained gets sifted through the INFP's value system, and is evaluated to see if it has any potential to help the INFP define or refine their own path in life."
- Portrait of an INFP (The Personality Page)

"creative, smart, idealist, loner, attracted to sad things, disorganized, avoidant, can be overwhelmed by unpleasant feelings..."
- INFP Jung Type Descriptions (similarminds.com)

"An INFP's feelings form the foundations of the individual. They are sacred and binding, in the sense that their emergence requires no further justification. An INFP's feelings are often guarded, kept safe from attack and ridicule. Only a few, close confidants are permitted entrance into this domain."
- INFP Profile (INFP Mailing List)
"Highly creative, artistic and spiritual, they can produce wonderful works of art, music and literature. INFPs are natural artists. They will find great satisfaction if they encourage and develop their artistic abilities. That doesn't mean that an INFP has to be a famous writer or painter in order to be content. Simply the act of "creating" will be a fulfilling source of renewal and refreshment to the INFP. An INFP should allow himself or herself some artistic outlet, because it will add enrichment and positive energy to their life."
- INFP Personal Growth (The Personality Page)

"INFPs never seem to lose their sense of wonder. One might say they see life through rose-colored glasses. It's as though they live at the edge of a looking-glassworld where mundane objects come to life, where flora and fauna take on near-human qualities."
- INFP Profile (TypeLogic)

"Their job must be fun, although not racous, and it must be meaningful to them. They need a strong purpose in their work. They want to be recognized and valued, without undue attention given to them. They may become embarrassed when make the center of attention. As a result, they may undersell their strengths in order to avoid being singled out and made to feel conspicuous. They would rather have their worth be noticed gradually over time."
- INFP - The Dreamer (Lifexplore)

visit mypersonality.info if u want to see for urself who are u...-peace-*winkkk

I've done my presentation!!

yup! that's it..i've just done my psm presentation!
it was a great relieve!!!fuh....

it haunts me every nite,
in my dreams,in my lunch,my bath...


its everything i hear this week..
everyone is bz asking how's ur psm?
A : oh..i dah kena hentam terok..
B : even ask me to change my title,objective etc...
C : hey,she's crying after presentation..
D : during presentation,u hv to do this and don't do that,that,
bla...bla...bla....
wth???i've been hearing this since yesterday..
and it turns out,it is not as bad as told..
well..it depends on panels and ur luck!heheh
maybe,mine was not that excellent,(i've a baddd sore throat..huhu)
but, i'm happy and satisfied wit panel's comments...
hey, it feels reallly reallly grreattt when u get rid of sumthing that bother ur life....


P/s: i'm going to watch moovviiieesss until my eyes bengkak!!!

Fikir-Fikirkan

1-Berkenalanlah dengan Allah pada waktu senang, nescaya Allah akan kenal kepada engkau pada waktu susah

2-Tidak ada lautan yang luas, lurah yang dalam, bulan yang tinggi dan jalan yang susah bagi orang yang mahu

3-Jangan terlalu memikirkan pandangan orang terhadap anda, fikrikan apa pandangan anda terhadap diri anda sendiri

4-Lindungi kesedihan dengan senyuman meskipun dihati penuh kedukaan kerana itu menunjukkan adanya kesedihan.

5-Bemuafakatlah dengan diri anda sendiri sebagaimana anda bermuafakat dengan kawan tatkala hendak menentukan arah tujuan.

6-Manusia yang pintar ialah manusia yang mengambil ikhtibar daripada sesuatu dilihatnya dan menerima nasihat yang didengarnya

7-Orang yang berakal tetapi tidak mempunyai adab, seumpama pahlawan yang tiada senjata.

8-Kecantikkan yang abadi ialah pada keelokkan adab dan ketinggian ilmu seseorang, bukan pada wajah dan pakaiannya.

9-Dinilai daripada adab, dalam masyarakat manusia ada binatang jalang, tetapi dalam masyarakat binatang, tidak ada manusia jalang.

10-Akal mempertahankan barang yang pahit tapi manis akibatnya, nafsu mempertahankan barang yang manis tapi pahit akibatnya.

11-Musuh yang paling dekat ialah kebodohanmu. Singkirkannya sebagai menyikirkan bahaya daripada musuh musuhmu.

Pingu Malaysia

awak x layak bersedih...

hari ini aku menitiskan airmata lg...
untuk kesekian kalinya...
hari ini juga,
seseorang mengatakan kepadaku aku tidak layak untuk bersedih..
mengapa sampai begitu sekali,
mungkinkah disebabkan sikapku yg berpura2,
naluri aku ditidakkan iaitu naluri seorang manusia biasa,
emosi yg sama seperti org lain,
aku bukan robot,
aku bukan kucing,
aku bukan patung,
aku manusia...
ya, itu pasti...
punya rasa sakit,sepi,kosong,gembira,kecewa,suka dan suka...
mungkin sikapku sendiri menyebabkan
perasaanku ditolak ke tepi,
kehadiranku hanya jd penyeri,
ketiadaanku tidak dicari,
dan naluri ku di pandang sepi....
tp, tidak mengapa...
aku ttp ok!
kerana aku xperlukan teman hanya di kala suka...


-aku sedikit emo hari ni kerana statement 'awk x layak untuk bersedih!'.HELLO!!aku manusia OK!!-

Amazing 3-D drawing

Real life Shrek

Maurice Tillet ( 1903 - August 4, 1954 ) was a professional wrestler in the early years of the entertainment-sport. Born in France, he was highly intelligent and could speak 14 languages. He was also a keen poet and was hoping to get into the acting business.



In his twenties, he developed acromegaly, a rare disease that causes bones to grow wildly and uncontrollably. Soon his whole body was disfigured as a result. This led to much pain for Tillet as this gentle man was being called names, berated and forced to flee the place he loved so much.

Seeking a new identity to fit his chronic disfigurement, Tillet fled to America where he made a living on his appearance by becoming a professional wrestler, and was dubbed as the "freak ogre of the ring". His villain persona ("the French Angel") was an instant success with the crowds. Perhaps the highlight of his career was on August 1, 1944, when The French Angel defeated Steve "Crusher" Casey for the American Wrestling Association World championship.



He soon became a recluse, although a few people did manage to befriend Tillet, including the businessman Patrick Kelly, whose home in Braintree, Massachusetts Tillet would often visit. There the pair would often play chess together.

Tillet died in 1954 from heart disease at age 51. Bobby Managain, who as Bobby Managoff was a wrestling champ, asked Tillet on his death bed if he could make a plaster cast of his face. Tillet agreed, and Bobby made three masks of his face. Once of which was given to Milo Steinborn, while two ended up with Patrick Kelly. Steinborn donated this mask to the York Barbell Museum years ago. One of the masks sat on Kelly's office desks for years, the other he donated to the International Wrestling Museum in Iowa.

Paranormal Anecdote
A story exists that, in 1980, 25 years after Tillet's death, Patrick Kelly installed a computerized chess machine which he frequently played against, next to Tillet's mask. One morning, Kelly played against the computer. That morning, the computer deviated from its set program and used a different style of play, including the French 18th Century Opening chess move. On further inspection, Kelly observed that the computer wasn't even plugged in. This supposedly happened on numerous occasions, but only as long as Tillet's mask was nearby. Kelly claims that he had engineers X-ray and check both the mask and the computer, but that nothing unusual was found.

One 'Death Mask' of Maurice Tillet currently resides at the USA Weightlifting Hall of Fame inside the York Barbell Building in York, Pennsylvania. It is on display in the strongman/wrestling section that serves to provide a glimpse into the origins of modern competitive weightlifting and powerlifting.