Is it funny??

it's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye
it's funny how good memories can start to make u cry

it's funny how forever
never seems really last

it's funny how much you'd lose
is u forgot about ur past
it's funny how friends can just leave u when u're down
its funny how when u need someone they're never around

it's funny how people change
and think they're so much better

it's funny how many lies
can be packed in one love letter

its funny how people forgive
eventhough they can't forget

it's funny how ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all is
that none of that's funny to me

Mommy

As I sat watching by your bed,
A million thought ran through my head.
Of just how much were you aware?
Did you know that I was there?

Could you feel the love I sent,
In whispered word, Or prayer?
Upon my prayer, as I asked God,
To spare your life for my selfish cause?

So that I could tell you just once more,
"I love you Mommy! " as I had before.
And we could chat like days of old,
Over coffee cups all rimmed with gold.

And laugh and joke, or just to share
some small hurt and perhaps a tear.
To talk of the past, or things yet to do.
To sniffle, and sneeze, and say "Bless You! "

All these dreams now hang in shreds,
As I sit here with bowed down head.
And ponder on these sad thoughts.
Just to wonder, "Was it all for naught? "




The things I really wanted to forget were absolutely unforgettable