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Thursday, March 6, 2014

JEP SEPAHTU





Amacam? Kenal x? mesti kenal kan? kalau ada yg jawab x kenal, ada kemungkinan besar korang akan dikecam oleh peminat-kipas-susah-mati (die-hard-fans) Jep. Yup. Aku bukan bergurau. Sedar tak sedar, Jep telah menjadi fenomena kat Malaysia sekarang.
Secara jujur, aku pun xtau sejak bila Jep jadi fenomena. Aku memang minat Sepah dari raja lawak. Gelak khas, bujang sepah lalalitamplom, dodol, lemang tu mmg tengok la.. dan mmg minat Jep pun. Tp, sejak Super Spontan 2013 dan Maharaja Lawak Mega 2013, Jep telah menjadi fenomena di kalangan gadis2 bawah umur dan atas umur (pertengahan umur pun ada). Dulu, mmg susah nk dapat info pasal Jep. Tp, sekarang, Metro pun tiap minggu nak keluarkan gosip pasal Jep. Hahaha.. aku smpai sekarang masih tertanya tanya punca virus Jep ni meletus.

'Nampak bulu ayam tok?' ( bermula nyaa fenomena #tokketua untuk aku..haha)

'Tok kemas kemas. tepon bunyi, tok angkat.. pastu, hilang (bulu ayam)' - (MLM2013 - minggu pertama)

 Nak cerita biodata Jep, rasanya xpayah la.. sebab dalam Wikipedia pun ada. Maklumat penting adalah nama panjang dia, Mohd Nazri bin Zainal Abidin. Nama pendek, Jep la.. sempena nama pemain bola MU, Jep Staam.. (xberapa pasti ejaan Jep Staam tu..sile carik sendiri..usaha tangga kejayaan!). Tarikh lahir die, 9 april 1985. Asal Kulai, Johor dan sgt2 minat main bola.. Itu je.. pencapaian setakat ni smua juara juara je dia sapu. Juara Raja Lawak 2009, Juara Maharaja Lawak 2011, Juara Super Spontan 2013, Juara Maharaja Lawak Mega 2013.
jep: 'AWEK AKU!!'

Jep: 'Itukan contoh!'

Sebenarnya tujuan aku buat post ni bkn nak cerita detail sgt pasal Jep sbb aku bukan kenal sgt ngan die.. (Like gambar aku post dlm instagram aku pon xpernah,,apatah lg nk reply komen..huhu). Aku cuma nk cerita pengalaman aku lepas join bbrapa grup yg melibatkan jep/sepahtu ni,, antara yg aku join adalah yusjeprians, sepahturious family (dh kluar), jepsepahtucrew, rahimbians (dh kluar), fans club jepsepahtu (dh kluar jgk) dan ada lg yg lain2 yg add sesuka hati.. Mula2 aku join (yusjeprians) majoriti budak2.. aku terkejut skjap.. aku ingat mentaliti aku dh mcm budak2.. waktu tu aku x sedar lg yang fans  jep ni sgt2 ramai.. dan dia dh pun jd fenomena rupanya.. Dlm tu aku x ckp bnyk.. aku jd silent reader ja.. tujuan aku masok pun nk tau perkembangan aktiviti jep,
Dipendekkan cerita, dh lama2 tu aku perasan la 80% peminat ni adalah peminat-kipas-susah-mati.. beruntungla jep sbb ada peminat mcm ni sbb mmg diorang support gila. itu kebaikan, tp ada juga keburukannya.. contohnya, hari tu metro kluar brita pasal jep dh bertunang. majoriti komen frust bagai.. sorry to say this, but it looks like they support jep because of his looks. ya. aku tau rupa jep skrg dh xmcm muka dia dulu.. makin segak.. sbb tu peminat smpai nk gila tengok dia.. senyum ke xsenyum ke ttp melting katanyee... (yg aku heran, korang ni ais ke nak melting?haha..begurauuu...)




sambung lagi... x dinafikan, sbb aku join grup2 tu, aku dpt ramai kawan baru.. org lain pon begitu.. mcm yin dan yang, ada baik mesti ada buruk. ada silaturrahim terjalin, ada jugak permusuhan berlaku. semenjak dua menjak ni, semakin bnyk kes kecam mengecam berlaku di kalangan peminat.. dan yg paling buat aku panas bila sorg member aku, (dia salah seorang admin utk satu grup) kena kecam sbb MINUM TEH O! kata si pengecam tu, member aku minum teh o tu pun sbb nk sama ngan jep.. Gila apa???? lpas ni korang xpayahla minum teh o lagi.. ada 25 lg abjad lain.. minum la teh abcdefghijklmnpqrstuvwxyz!
itu je lah kali ni.. nnt smbg lg..

Jep dan ularnya
nota kaki: aku minat jep sbb die klakar.. dari zaman muka die pecah rumah dh minat..zmn 'eh,burung tuan hamba berbuny tu'.. kalau tengok peminat skrg, xtau pun lawak sepah yg dulu.. tp dah claim diri dorang peminat setia,, peminat-kipas-susah-mati sangaatt!!


Raja lawak 2009 minggu 7.. aku paling suka persembahan ni..


Saturday, March 10, 2012

Seriously...

OK..

Aku sirius-lee xde idea dah..


Thursday, December 16, 2010

MA..

Kalau sebut ma,
apa yang terlintas kat fikiran korang?
hampir di seluruh dunia,
panggilan untuk mak atau ibu (dlm bhs kita),
adalah hampir sama..
hampir semua berasaskan 'm' atau 'ma'..
Amerika - mummy (pronounce mam-mi)
Sepanyol - mama
Portugal - mai
Korea - omoni
Taiwan - ma
Itali - madre
Perancis - mere
Belanda - moeder

dan banyak lagi la..mungkin korang boleh search sendiri..

kenapa boleh jadi mcm ni?
pernah x korang tertanya2?
adakah satu kebetulan?
menurut kajian,
semua ni ada kaitan ngan fisiologi manusia.
sejak dr baby lagi, perkataan pertama yg akan disebut adalah 'ma'
ini disebabkan baby xde gigi..
coba korang ketap bibir mcm baby (cover gigi atas bawah) dan coba cakap..
mesti bunyi ma yang keluar kan??

tp bg aku,
simple je..
sbb mmg mak adalah insan yg plg penting dan nombor satu dalam kehidupan seseorang..
insan yg memberi kita peluang untuk melihat dunia
mengenali erti kehidupan
melihat keindahan dunia
mengingatkan kita akan kezaliman yang berlaku
yang sentiasa berjaga2 untuk tidak membiarkan kita dilukai
Mak adalah seorang hamba Allah yang sanggup melakukan apa sj untuk anaknya

pesanan aku,
kepada semua yg masih punya mak,ibu,mother,mama,mummy dan yang sewaktu dgnnya,
hargailah..
jaga mereka sepenuh hati..
jgn mengeluh..
knp sering terjadi seorang ibu boleh menjaga anak seramai 10 org tp yg 10 org itu xmampu nak menjaga SEORANG ibu?
aku melihat anak buah aku membesar..
aku terfikir,
sesusah begini kah arwah ibu membesar kan kami adik beradik dulu?
dan aku,xsempat pun untuk membalas jasa nya...
aku harap pembaca semua berkesempatan membalas jasa org tua..
supaya tidak menyesal kemudian hari..

entry ini tiada kaitan ngan hari ibu..

sekian.




tengah sangat cemburu ngan Alleke...
wuuuu.....





Alleke berjumpa my Xavi..
(view link atas nk tengok betapa sweeeettt nya Xavi!)

aku:
semalam genap 2 tahun mak meninggalkan kami..
(sedang berusaha untuk tidak emotional dlm menulis..)


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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Selamat Pengantin Baru kepada sesiapa yg jd pengantin..

Anak2 buah aku mmg xpandai diam..
even tengah tengok tv pun mulut xpandai diam..
kalau diorang x bergaduh sesama sendiri,Align Center
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diorang bergurau melebih2 kemudian sorang nya akan nangis..
(bunyi mcm anak buah aku ramai kan?sebenarnya baru 2 orang..huhu)
dh nangis2, gelak2 lagi..
ah bingit jugak kadang2..
semalam pun mcm tu..
aku mengambil alternatif bijak untuk buat diorang senyap..

aku (sarawak version) : hah!bagus nangga cita antu jak..sak ktk 2 diam...
aku: hah!tengok cerita hantu lagi bagus..baru korang ni nak diam...
*berkesan idea aku...
diorang duk diam..
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tp bila iklan,
diorang stat balik pot pet pot pet..
bila dh habis iklan dua2 pegi dekat aku siap dgn bantal skali...
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*macho x aku??

smpai dh dekat nk hbs cerita tu,
(kitorang tengok Mistik Alam Hitam kat 104...episod pasal org tua nk kekal muda..seniwati mariani berlakon..ada zed zaidi ngan elly mazlein skali..)
sampai part mariani ni nak amik jantung c elly coz dia dh janji ngan hantu nk bg jantung anak dara supaya dia kekal muda..(masalahnya,mcm mn dia tau pmpuan tu maseh dara??haha)
lepas tu iklan lg..

anak buah yg perempuan (sarawak version): apahal nya mok makan jantung su?
aku (sarawak version): nya mok dirik nya sentiasa kacak bah..
anak buah yg perempuan (sarawak version): aih..mun pengantin camya juak ka??
aku (sarawak version): huh?(saling berpandangan ngan kakak aku)..haha..sik la..pengantin ya kacak sbb mekap...
anak buah yg perempuan (sarawak version): ooo...ptt la muka pengantin mun mekap puteh2...
aku monolog dalaman: apa2 jak laaaa.....

kpd yg xphm perbualan d atas...

anak buah yg perempuan: apesal hantu tu nak makan jantung su?
(su di sini bukan nama aku, mcm sumeera ke apa..tp singkatan untuk usu)
aku: sebab dia nak kekal cantik
anak buah yg perempuan: habis tu, pengantin pun macam tu jgk ke?
(anak buah aku selalu terpesona dgn kecantikan pengantin..
biasala perempuan..kecik2 lagi dah suka bab2 kecantikan ni...huhu)

aku: huh?(saling berpandangan ngan kakak aku)..
haha...x la..pengantin cantik sbb mekap..

anak buah yg perempuan: ooo...ptt la muka pengantin kalau mekap puteh2..
(mungkin maksud nya di sini cantik pengantin tu lain kalau d banding ngan kecantikan perempuan yang d tengok dlm cerita tu..huhu)

imejin kalau apa yg anak buah aku tu cakap betol..
maksud aku,semua pengantin kena makan jantung dulu untuk cantik..haha...
padahal nak jadi raja sehari je..
sehari sahaja..ok!!

xperlu la nak makan jantung semua...huhu
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* mcm dia ni buat muka huduh pun ttp comelll..xperlu makan jantung pun...
i like rainie yang!!!

sebenarnya, aku no komen pasal cerita tu..
aku cuma nak ucap
Selamat Pengantin Baru
kpd semua2 yang melangsungkan perkahwinan musim cuti ni..

(mungkin lepas ni kita boleh tambah lagi satu musim dalam iklim kita...musim kahwin..)


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*selamat..pengantin baru...
semoga..berbahagia..
selamat ke anak cucu...
selamat sejahteraa....
(xavi pun dah pandai bawak lagu saloma tau....huhu)

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

(no specific title)..sbb aku malas nk fikir title menarik..

Kenapa aku malas sangat??

smpai nak wish bday kat kwn2 lam Fb pun aku mls..selalu mcm tu..
knp?

mungkin aku mmg xsuka wish bday org..except for some people..

Sbb: aku pun xnk org wish kat aku..tp,kalau nk wish jgk..
thank u so much..kalau ada hadiah,itu BONUS...(senyum selebar mungkin)

P/S: Malam yg bosan...huhu...
Jom lari!
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Thursday, September 30, 2010

Entiti...sile la blogwalking lg..haha

Salam n hi all..
disebabkan plan hr ni di anjak ke waktu ptg,bermaksud aku ada lebeh bnyk masa nk d habiskan sendirian...


td ada sorang member msj sbb dia terjumpa blog aku..
ok..
dan dia siap warn supaya jgn buat cerita pasal dia..

Y not?he gave me an idea...haha

(aku mmg..org xbg buat,aku buat..aku suka nyakat org..sori beb!)


pasal kawan ni,dia ada keobsesan dgn makhluk ghaib..
atau dia sebut entiti..

yup..that's wat he called it..
instead of hantu,makhluk ghaib n others, he uses ENTITI..

aku xde la lama mana kenal encik ni..br beberapa bln..
dan dia mengembalikan word tu dlm fkiran aku..
smpai aku pun suka guna word tu..haha

(sbb kalau perbualan normal mesti kita ckp hantu..kan?kan?)
guna entiti,misteri sikit..


cuba korang type kat gugel:entiti..
ada bnyk video woo...(for sure aku xbukak)..
glemer jgk entiti ni..
tp,aku masih xtau lg maksud sbenar entiti ni..

kalau ada kamus dewan ok jgk ni..
boleh la tmbh ilmu ckit..

jap..aku search lebeh mendalam..


OK..ni je aku jumpa..
Entiti ialah sesuatu objek yang wujud dalam suatu persekitaran,
boleh dikenal pasti dengan jelas
dan berbeza dengan objek-objek lain.

objek...dia ckp objek..
so,sm ke mcm hantu??

hurmmm...eh..aku pun kmpius laaa...

anyway,ini pic entiti yg ku dpt dr gugel..
kalau nk tengok yg d zoom, ada kat sini..credits to this person..
(aku xsanggup nk letak kat sini..tlg..aku xboleh tdo nnt...aiyaa...)


P/S:AKU XSUKA TENGOK CERITA HANTU ATAU SASPEN SBB JANTUNG AKU SENTIASA BERDEBAR..DAN KAJIAN MENGATAKAN IANYA XBAIK UNTUK KESIHATAN...
AKU LEBIH SUKA CERITA YANG MENGAJAK AKU BERFIKIR...
cerita fight pun best jgk...hehe...
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*gambar sekadar hiasan..xbermakna aku suka ultraman..
sumpah...
zmn kanak2 aku tengok power rangers ngan doremon je..
n YES..
A.L.O.N.G juga...rindu zaman itu!!


Petikan dari SITI SIFIR..(insan xbersalah yg d cemburui Pjot..)<--YATI..u must be like this!
Satu darab due..due..(buat jari gaya peace)
due darab due..empat..(adjust spec)
due darab tiga..enam..(adjust spec lg)
adorable!!
how could pjot jealous with her??
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LASTLY....ALONG bkn berwarna putih..
apesal xde gmbr ALONG dlm gugel???ini x adil...grr...

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

'Rescue' Hari Raya

Anak 1: Mama, apa rescue?
Mama: Selamat...
Anak 2: Jd, boleh la sebut 'rescue' hari raya...
Mama: LOL!

*Anak 1 berusia 5 tahun dan Anak 2 berusia 6 tahun...
maksud rescue hari raya kat sini,sm la mcm selamat hr raya...

Budak2,mmg mcm2 kan...
kelakar...
kat rumah kalau xde budak2, mmg sunyi..

dan di kesempatan ini, (sbb dh lama xupdate blog)
aku nk mintak maaf kat semua dan nk ucap 'rescue' hari raya!!
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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Lao Gong!zhù nǐ shēng rì kuài lè...

aiyaa...lao gong sudah semakin tua ni..24 oreadi..
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i won't advise u to b matured because u are matured..
eventhough some people said u are dumb, stupid or playful..
i don't care cause' i understand ur joke..
Accepted!
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after almost 4 years spending time together,
i must say,
meeting u is one of the best moment in my life..
U left a big print in my heart...and always be..
U are a great friend..one of my best actually..
the best joker...
everytime i see stephen chow, u are the first person appeared in my mind..
the one who hear me at my worst...
listen to my dream and all..
created some crazy stories for us to laugh..
and so on..

My Dear TBS..
On your birthday,
I'm wishing u all the best in everything u do..
everything u have..
everything u dream of..
and sorry for the pic..



I know u ask me to delete it..
But..it's a memory ok..
Anyway, thanx a lot for being there for me through my ups and downs..
U won't know how much that mean for me..
Xie xie ni...

Hen Xiang ni!

Always believe this..OK?

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Luv,

Meera


P/S:
nak wish birthday to my lovely cousin too, Kak Lindot..
To kak lin..semoga cepat2 kawin..dpt nambah cicit akong..hehe

n to my lovely student, Fiqree Azeem..Happy birthday..
Teruskan usaha..
semoga berjaya hingga ke menara gading..
Jangan nakal2..
kelak cikgu cia sonyeng main teng2..boleh??


Saturday, May 15, 2010

Letter to U..


I want you to know that

I miss you
I miss you so
I want you to know that
I miss you
I miss you so

I'm writing again
these letters to you aren't much I know
But I'm not sleeping, and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

-LETTERS TO U- by FINCH

Dear mom..

How are you doing up there? I bet you are happy with the love of your life there..Send my regards to him...

Mom, do u remember your little girl here? Have u ever wonder how's she doing?
Is she okay? Is she happy? Is she sad?Is she OK or not?What she’s doing??
Let me tell you..She's not happy neither she's sad..she have no idea..The truth is, she's lost..in her own world..

Mom..
She misses u a lot..
She misses u...
- When something good happens because you’re one person she would like to share with
- When she’s sad because u always have a good reason to comfort her
- When she’s sick or fell ill because she loved listen to your attentive care and advice (eventhough she knows herself the cure to her sickness..it’s u)
- When u laugh at her stupid jokes and u reply with your lack-of-emotion-jokes that made her kept thinking where do you get such an idea???
- When she’s getting to sleep at night for now she has no one to hug and kiss her goodnight....she is still the same pampered-spoiled-little-girl that u delivered 23 years before..still loves being hug and kiss by you..something that she’s lost forever..
- When she’s going out of home..those moment when she kiss your hand and u reply with ur warm kisses...true mom..your little daughter loves to travel..she’s always away from family..from u..but, the moment she loves the best is when she kiss your hand and u kiss her back..
- When she look at you and seeing you looking back at her with your motherly and lovely eyes..
- With your advices when she’s away..always the same advices..but, she loves it just as it is the best and her favourite song afterall..
- When she’s back from her journey and you cook so many delicious food that she can’t resist..it’s too bad she doesn’t get that trait from u mom..she can’t cook..puff!!
- When u miss her and u text her asking how’s she doing??has she eaten?what are she’s having for your lunch,dinner etc??All your messages mom..She misses them..u know mom, her phone broke last year..luckily she can fix it..it’s not she loves that phone very much..it’s just, the phone contains your old messages that she doesn’t bother to delete it because she loves it..she read and read and read and never get tired of them..that is SO her..
- ALL THE TIME!She misses you ALL THE TIME..there’s no single day she never think of you..NO..NEVER..her brain is occupied with all the memories that she shared with u and her dad that she doesn’t have the time to think about anything else..except for the life she’s heading now..don’t blame her if she doesn’t shows any interest in any guys because she finds it hard to believe if there’s any guy who can cure her ill-hearted heart...who can take a good care of her..maybe not as good enough as u and her father have done..but at least, he is like her father, who is scared to lose her even he knows she always belong to her from the start..

Mom..your little girl laughs so hard on the outside because she thinks she deserved it for she has cried a lot mom..she cried in the toilet..she cried in the bus..she cried looking at your picture not more than 5 minutes..she cried in front of her monitor..and..she even cried in her sleep..not once..not twice..a lot....she really miss you..

But mom..don't worry..she's still breathing..still alive..still smile..laugh histerically..make jokes of everyone around her..she's still the same little girl u have left before..she has her brother and sisters around her..taking very good care of her..she has a lot of great friends around her..whom she enjoys being with them..gather a lot of experiences..but..she is still alone..in her own world..she have no idea how to escape from her world..she loves being there..she is...your little girl...is...is..broken..really2...broken..her heart has shattered..

People believe that she is strong..she proves that by continue living..she picks all the broken pieces of her heart piece by piece..slowly..crying in despair for the pain..she endured the pain by being crazy..people say she IS crazy..she’s OK with that..well, she doesn’t really care what people say..compare to people sorry for her, she prefer being the crazy one..maybe,she is crazy..

She seems to has a lot of regrets in her life mom..She regrets that she doesn't have a chance...
- to ask you, are you proud of her?
- to see u smile when she received her scroll for her degree..
- to see u cry of pride and joyous at her graduation day...
- to introduce her other half (if there’s any) and ask u if u agree with her...
- to see u hold her first baby..and wonder if she can be as GREAT as u..
- but, most of all she regrets the most is..because she doesn’t get any chance to wish u Happy birthday and Happy Mother’s day anymore..Happy birthday mom..and Happy Mother’s Day..She thanks you for given her a chance to be your daughter even just for a little while, she really appreciate it and she knows you are the BEST mother for her..She loves U more than anything..After all, she just wants to know, are you proud of her??are you mom??

P/S: When will we meet again??


Truthfully,
your little daughter...


Friday, April 2, 2010

Din Beramboi dlm kenangan

Salam n hi all...

Hr ni cuti..good friday..aku on the way dr bintulu ke kuching bila kakak aku bgtau pak cik Din dh xde..aku xbole nak berkata apa..dlm 2 hari ini aku think positive yg pak cik Din akan survive..xbersedia lg rsnya nk dia pergi..
tp,tu semua urusan Tuhan..ternyata, Allah lebih menyayanginya..

Sepanjang perjalanan ke Kuching ni,aku x rasa excited sgt..masih shock!
smpai aku termimpi pak cik Din..dn yg lebeh mengejutkan,aku betol2 nangis dlm mimpi dan luar mimpi..nasib baik xde org lain nampak..

aku masih ingat lg mimpi tu..
aku tgh dgr drama sebabak..dan kat hujung2 tu,pak cik din berpantun..
'Hai hai hoi,saya din anak beramboi,(smbil gelak2) mengucapkan bye bye boi...'
aku terus nangis dgr dia ckp bye2 sbb die betol2 ucap bye2 sbnrnya..
aku bkn jenis yg suka2 nangis time tdo...kecuali lepas ayah n mak aku meninggal..dan sekarang,Din beramboi...

Dulu,kalau tensen2 belajar,aku g dgr lawak din beramboi..tengok spontan..sawancara..hlg tensen aku..
kalau aku sedeh,aku bukak spontan jugak...gelak sorg2..lupa sedikit kesedihan aku...
dia mcm ubat aku..ubat hlg tensen..ubat hati ku yg sedeh..
sekarang??rs nya kalau aku tengok spontan,aku xtau nk gelak ke nk sedeh...
seriously,nama Din beramboi ni mmg meninggalkan efek mendalam dlm hdup aku...

lepas ni,xdgr lg kak yan,sasha,en kamaruddin,ci kong,ismail sagap dan lain2 lg watak dia..
lepas ni,tengok durian,teringat kat dia..
"buah durian berduri2..jatuh terhempap d atas tanah...kesian durian tu"
td g makan kat kafe abg man tomyam (kalau xsilap)..terus teringat drama sebabak die..
"jom,pulang bg man.."
aku tau aku akan rindu semua tu.......

Ya Allah,kau ampun kan dosa2 Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri..tempatkan rohnya di kalangan org2 beriman..

Untuk Din Beramboi,tenang la dikau bersemadi..maafkan aku andai gagal mengucapkan terima kasih kerana menghibur dan menceriakan hidup aku selama ini...
Semoga Allah melimpahkan rahmat ke atas Mu dan ahli keluargamu... AMIIN....

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Kenanganku...kepadamu...(smbil geleng2 kepala)

Salam n hi all...

aku xde apa sgt nk d share..just my thought on kenangan..or memories...
ada org berkata, hidup dlm kenangan xkan memajukan hidup..hidup dlm hrpn,br akan nmpak masa depan kita..
aku mcm kurang setuju la..sbb bg aku, kenangan adalah sesuatu yg xboleh hilang dr kepala hotak kita..lainla hilang ingatan..itu lain cerita punya...

kenangan ada yg manis n pahit..
kenangan ni bg aku boleh jd suatu yg baik n xbaik..
kenangan juga boleh menghidupkan dan mematikan seseorang..
kenangan pun boleh mematangkan seseorang..
kalau kita boleh berfikir (of coz manusia normal boleh berfikir) n dpt bezakan baik buruk,kita akan jdkan kenangan tu sbg satu yg positif..d jadikan pengajaran..
kenangan yg boleh mematikan apabila seseorang dh hilang akal..eheheh...
jd, aku fikir, after all, kenangan tu mmg bgs..dan aku mmg suka hidup dlm kenangan..

setiap saat, semua manusia akan berdepan dgn sesuatu yg relate dgn kenangan silam mereka..aku xterlepas dr itu..
peristiwa2 lucu,sedih,gembira,takut dll.
ada cerita2 ini yg aku dh lupa..tp, org sekeliling ku (famili n frens) seringkali mengingatkan aku..
aku masih ingat zmn kanak2 ku..mungkin hnya 10% yg aku ingat..
dulu,kakak2 ku suka membuli aku..kacau aku tgh tdo (aku xtau motif tp sekarang bila aku dh besar,aku suka kacau anak buah ku tdo..bez sgt!! comel nya budak2 tdo...mesti aku pun sgt comel dulu sbb tu kakak2 ku suka kacau aku tdo..ahahaha)
pastu diorang pun suka geletek aku..2 lawan 1 adalah sgt x adil..dan keputusan nya aku nangis...(aku mmg nangis kalau kalah..airmata adalah senjata berharga..ngeeeee)..tp sekarang aku dh besar..besar lg dr diorang..aku x nangis..sbb,aku menang lwn diorang..haha
sekarang,dh besar lg,lain topik..xde lg kacau2 tem tdo..kitorang berbicara soal hati pulak..aku share everything with them.bout frens,love,world,artist,drama and guys!!!haha
aku beruntung sgt sbb ada 2 kakak yg understanding..aku tau knp Allah ambik emak aku awal sgt..sbb Dia xnak org mencemburui aku (cemburu sbb aku ada ramai sgt kawan baik) dan sbb yg sama jugak dia ambik bapak aku..cukup la aku ada seorang protector..abg aku pun dh jaga aku ngan cukup bgs..
everythings happen for reason...aku sedar..
apa yg dh berlaku dlm hidup aku selama ni membuatkan aku lebeh mensyukuri hidup ni..
memang benar kata pepatah, patah tumbuh hilang berganti..
perginya mak dan bapak aku diganti dgn anak2 buah ku yg sedikit sebnyk memfotostet perangai diorang..huhu

aku gembira sekarang...mungkin..kalau xbnyk pun sedikit..
aku bersyukur di atas pengalaman hidup yg sgt berharga...

usia 21tahun adalah usia untuk mendapat kebebasan bg sesetengah org..aku mendapat kebebsan sepenohnya dlm usia 21 tahun tanpa ku pinta..bebas dr pandangan org tua..sungguh,aku xpinta semua itu..hrpn ku dulu untuk hdup selamanya bersama mereka walaupun aku tau itu mustahil..
tp sekurang2 nya biarla mereka melihat masa depanku..
tp xpa..aku maseh ada abg n kakak2 ku...
hadiah yg plg berharga dlm hidup ku...

end of story, sekali lg aku tekankan,aku suka hidup dlm kenangan...jd,jgn marah aku kalau suka cerita hal yg dh berlalu..itu hobi aku...

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Hidup ibarat roda yang berputar

Salam 1 malaysia..

ermmm..ni 1st post untuk 2010..tahun ni aku dh 23 tahun..sekejap je masa berlalu..
dh nk masuk tahun ke-5 aku dah xtengok ayah aku dan setahun sebulan dh xtengok mak aku..rindu..sgt rindu..plg rindu..
sedar xsedar aku dah masuk sem akhir kat u..alhamdulillah..berjaya jgk aku hbskan..
walau bnyk tekanan dan dugaan, suka dan duka, thanx untuk semua sbb bersama2 aku..
terutama sekali femili n frenssss....

2009

jujurnya, aku xrasa sgt 2009 dh berlalu..entahlaa..
bnyk sgt yg dh berlaku..
secara ringkas hidup aku..
- sibuk ngan studi (especially PSM..aissyyy..tensen2! nasib baik lepas...thanx to Kak Nani..hehehe...syg mdm sgt2...nnt balik ump sy g jumpa mdm dulu..huhu)
- tahun ni antara tahun2 kemalapan dan kesuraman hati ini..chewaahhh...most of the time, i'm missing my mum badly..couldn't get proper sleep, (but i still eat...to live mah...) huhu..cannot concentrate..keep missing her by my side..i felt sudden surge of emotion of going home..terbayang2 kelibat mak dlm rumah..memasak,basuh baju,jemur baju,tido,mkn..semuanya..this one year, i couldn't even look at her photos or videos..even for 30 seconds...betapa besarnya impak seorang ibu kepada anak2..dan aku hairan kenapa maseh ada orang yg sanggup buang anak, buang keluarga etc..mungkin mereka belom merasa kehilangan..mungkin..mungkin..ermm..atau..hati maseh kosong??ape2 aje bak kata shamsul ghau2...
- tahun 2009,mnunjukkan aku dh semakin dewasa rupanya...aku smakin matang..yeah!!satu pencapaian hebat untuk diriku..aku xkesah org nk ckp aku kebudak2an,yg pnting,aku rs matured!!!

aku dh mls nk tulis pnjg2..ringkas kan ke kehidupan sekarang...

Now, tgh praktikal kat ABF kat bintulu..
So far so good..make new friends (as usual..tmpt baru)
best kat sini..aku nk promote la sikit..untung la dpt sini kot..
Petronas support everything...from head to toe..except for rumah..
bas,baju,kasut,topi..and bnyk bidang kerja..
aku suka sebab kat sini ramai member yg sporting!!!
seperti Rudza (kacak kit bunyi tunggah rudza ooo), Danny C, DANNY JANTI (kiut gilak!!hihi), Eza, Amir dll..

ok laaaa...chow dulukk...

Salammzzzz!!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Everybody sing a song...

When talking bout song, there comes a lot of songs into our mind. from classical to ballad to pop to rock to nasyid and the list goes on..
some people likes nasyiid as it bring peace to your mind..
some may love rock to shows he/she is tough...
there are people who likes classical to bring back old memories..
Ballad shows that the person is romantic and calm...
these was just my personal assumption as i believe that what kind of music you are listening to shows your personality. This has nothing to do with a research. Well, then i guess i have multiple personalities cos' i listen to many types of music and loves them all..

I listen to classical, rock, pop, rock, nasyid, instrumental, country and even hip hop. there is time when i listen to hard rock. i listen to malay, english, chinese, japan, korean, tagalog, hindi and that's all i can think right now. as long as i like the lyrics, i'll love the songs..

Do people realize that as time passes by, there's a lot of music we have listen to and like. for me, certain songs bring me back to some periods and reminisce old memories. i can vividly remember that period of time and miss it..

When i listen to Kuch kuch hota hai - i remember my primary school and old friends. It was 98' and i'm in Standard 5. That's the year that i started to watch hindi movies (before that we like to tease our mother who watch hindi).
Westlife and BSB - it's my Secondary school days. this where i made a lot of good frens and share a lot with them. perhaps, this was the best period in my life. now, when i hear Flying without Wings, i remember my old classes and school hall.
UNIC and InTeam - it was 2003 and i'm in form 4. Me and my friends were school prefect and we always play nasyid before assembly. What i like the most at that time is KAWAN (FrienD).
Kawan, bertahun kita bersama
Friend, its been years we are together
Bagai semalam br bersua
Feels like yesterday
Kawan, di hadapan oh indahnya
Friend, look how beautiful life ahead you
Kita bersama berkelana
We are going to get through together

Isn't the lyrics awesome?

Then, simple plan is what i listen in matriculation days. Plus, Farah + Avril + Rossa + Korean songs. I think I Love you reminds me of good times i have been through with my friends. Jalan Terakhir by Farah shows my emotion when my father left me suddenly.
Zhen Ai brings me to 183 club and 7 Flowers. Bu De Bu Ai makes me love Wilber and it's all becoming more attempting when i make a lot of chinese friends in my uni..
Now, i am listening to Taylor Swift and Cinderella by Tata Young. And i know, any time in the future when i listen to those songs, i'll remember good friends i have been through in my uni days..i know i'm going to miss them as what i feel right now..
My all time favourite is always gonna be Di mana suara burung kenari by P ramlee and Saloma. I juz love them and always be..

CINDERELLA

When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory

I'd lie in bed and think about the person that
I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

(Chorus)
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself


Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul,
heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am
Don't need nobody taking care of me


I will be there for him just as strong as he,will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

(Chorus)

I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

(Chorus)

I guess, this song is so me!!

Me : I don't know if there is any song that people hear will make them remember me.. Because, there's certain songs remind me of someone..
P ramlee - my parents
AWIE - my brother
Slam - my sis
Mimpi yang tak sudah - my sis
Pudar - Emy

How about me??What is my song??


Thursday, November 5, 2009

L.E.G.A.

Salam n hi all..

Banyak sgt bnda berlaku 2,3 minggu ni..tp aku xsempat nk tulis pun...
smpai aku pun dh lupa2 ingat pe yg tjadi..
yg pasti,trajedi oktober laahh...huhu
tp..bila pikir2 balik,sume bnde yg tjadi tu dh nmpk hikmah nye..
aku rs sgt lega...
bnyk masalah dh setel..
psm pun dh setel..
jd aku boleh blk ngn hepi...
hehe...

ape2 pun..entry kali ni khas aku tujukan untuk member2 aku..aku mntak maaf la kalo ada ckp2, kata2, gurau2 dn yg sewaktu dgn nya yg mengguris hati kalian..untuk insan yg dia pnh bc kt blog aku psl aku marah dia tu (awak tau sape sy maksudkan..ye,awak laa..hehe) sorri sgt2 keh..
sy mmg mcm tu..sekurang2 nya,sy xmrh awak depan2 kan??kalau x,mestii awak nangis..hehe..
ape2 pun,bila dh share sume,lega sikit kan..
Alhamdulillah..
pe pe pun..aku appreciate sgt kwn2 aku..

untuk yg satu skul,xtau bila kita leh jmpe lg..aku sntiasa doakan yg terbaik untuk kalian

yg blaja satu matrix, aku rindu sgt time matrix..situ la tmpt jatuh bangun aku..dan aku tau,
korang sntiasa ada kat situ..temankan aku..time kasih sgt2..

yg satu ump..kwn2 kat sini lah mendewasakan aku..aku jmpe bnyk sgt ragam manusia kat sini..
dan..terima kasih jugak sbb sentiasa bersabar ngan karenah aku..

second last, untuk sahabat,kawan,friend,kazen,buddy (ape2 aje yg kaitan ngan kawan) dr kecik smpai besar ni, EMY..terima kasih sbb sntiasa sokong aku..hehe...aku beruntung sbb ada bestfren mcm ko..at least aku boleh bangga bercerita ngan orang lain..bukan semua org dpt frenship mcm kita..hehe...aku syg kau..SERIUS!!!

ok..lastly..mestila untuk kawan2 aku yg plg setia ngan aku..aku tau..sbb aku adik dorang..hehe..bg bob,kak meen and kak jot...hadiah yg plg berharga dlm hidup..xda kata2 yg dpt menggambarkan betapa beruntung nya jd adik ktk org..seumur hidup pun kmk xpat balas kasih syg ngan perhatian ktk org..kita sm2 susah,sm2 senang..suma ya menjadikan kita lebeh rapat..lepas tok,xda pa gk dpt memisahkan kita,kecuali ajal..hrp apa2 yg tejadi di masa depan, kita dpt lebih tabah gk..
to kak jot, congrats!!

aku xtau kenapa nak tulis bnda mcm ni..dh lama nk buat..tp xde masa..
aku takut xsempat pulak nk buat nnt..
kita kan xtau apa yg menanti kita masa depan..
ajal maut jodoh pertemuan di tangan tuhan...
jd, aku xnak menyesal nnt kalo xsempat mntak maaf ngan terima kasih ngan korang sume...

Salam Sayang!!Senyum!!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

C0mplaining?duh!

S0metimes i wnder why people loves to cmplain.well,i am in sometimes,but,u can't just keep complaining without judging yourself.nobody is perfect.i kn0w it's cliche,but that's the truth.so,juz accept it the way it is.u can't change everythng to be like what u want it to be.people will get tired of it someday.AND,I AM TIRED OF HEARING PEOPLE KEEP COMPLAINING EVERY TIME n EVERYWHERE..ugh!juz get off fr0m my face!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Now i admit i'm a telephonobia...

first of all, dear all my friends who i ever not-picking-up your phone call or did not reply ur messages,and also for my lame excuses.. i'm truly sorry..
the truth is....i'm a telephonobia (feared of telephone) i've just discovered last week (lame)..i've known it since like forever...(that's not me in the pic)..
it started since 2005,i guessed emy still remember that night i've picked phone from home said my father passed away..i lost my mind that time..i'm not ready..i can't accept it..i just blank..before the incident i always love handphones...i really do...
after that i start to ignore any phone calls and there's some messages that i ignore..sorry guys..i know i may be selfish..there's time when u lost hope in this world and i've ever been in the state..i also know that i hv lost several friends because of that..but i don't care anymore..i didn't even take initiative to contact them back even when i have time..i'm just a BAD friend..i really do..
i just want all my friends to know that you guys are always in my heart..SORRY for not being me anymore..in fact i hv lose the real me..daaaa.....

here's some infos on telephonophobia..anyone????hehe
1. A person had a very unpleasant experience with the phone in the past - this is the most obvious way for a phobia to develop. However, it did not apply in my case. When I was a little kid, we had no phone at all, and we only got one at home after I started college. I did not have my personal phone line until about 3 years ago (isn't that exciting to know? :)), but I already had a phobia before that.

2. Telephonophobia as a result of a case of phonophobia. Phonophobia is a phobia of sounds in general. It is possible that a person had an unpleasant experience with some kind of sudden sounds in the past (and, as a matter of fact, it does not even have to be a recurring experience - even one especially unpleasant experience can lead to phobia development). Later this feeling can transfer to other sounds (like phone ring in case of telephonophobia). This is the way our brain works, unfortunately. Once a phone ring is associated with uncomfortable feelings, another round of associations kicks in, and a fear of anything related to telephones develops. This is the most likely scenario that took place in my case.

The morals of the story is that in order to treat the telephonophobia one need to find out what the initial stimulus was, that is, what sound(s) was (were) so unpleasant as to initiate the phobias chain reaction. This is complicated with the fact that once you focus on the final result (telephonophobia), your brain may even forget what caused it, and, what's even more interesting, you might not even have a negative reaction to initial stimulus that was the main cause your phobia developed! And at this point of time, I have no idea what an initial stimulus could have been...

Saturday, August 1, 2009

h1n1

U aku dh tutup sbb h1n1..dan aku menguarantinkan diri sendiri menghadapi 9-hari-bosan yang bakal mendatang..hukhukhuk

Friday, July 17, 2009

Aku rasa nk menulis....

salam n hi!!
Ok.. aku rs nk menulis sbb aku rs aku patut(ini belog aku..sukati aku la kan nak tulis ke nak post berita ke apa)...
aku cuma rs nk share..dah bosan simpan sorang..ekceli aku dah tulis benda ni lama(adala dlm 2,3 hari..kira lama la..dh xfresh) tp sbb wifi yg mcm2 bijak pandai (means connection xbgs) aku terlambat la post sikit..tp xpela...pos je la..saje nk tmbh bilangan pos...
hjg minggu lepas aku tengok cite hindi.(amik dr member je..xde nk beli cd2 lg dah sekarang).
cite Om Shanti Om..ok.aku xtau pe makna Om Shanti Om tu sbb bukan nk cerita pasal tajuk tu..lama dah xtengok cerita hindi best2 ni..dah bertahun kot xlayan cerita hindi..ok aku tipu..dlm 6 bulan lepas aku ada tengok satu cerita member promote.cita kajol dan suami dia.sedeh cite tu.isteri dia hilang ingatan..yes..aku nangis nengok cite tu..(?????)mmg sedeh pun.aku kalau tengok cite tengok sorang2 sbb nak amik 'feel'.bukan artis je yg nk feel tau..
bebalik kepada cite Om,(mcm nama indon pulak..dulu maid makcik aku panggil om,janda.tp skarang dh balik kampung iye)..tp Om yg aku tengok ni bukan maid.dia pelakon kecil2 an..u know,watak2 sampingan tp berangan nk jd hero..member dia ckp la dia xkan dpt jd hero kalau guna nama OM bla bla aku xingat yg kat belakang.member dia suggest la pegi tuka nama.but of course la mak dia yg melodramatic xbagi...lg satu psl Om ni dia minat gila kat heroin yang tengah ngetop masa tu..siap ckp sorang mcm xbetol je aku tengok..mcm org ckp dlm tepon...die jgk jd saksi kekejaman manusia kat heroin tu..ok malas la nk cite..g tengok sendiri sbb biasela cite hindi mmg pnjg2 kan (nak bg pnjg lg,dorang buboh la 5,8 lagu dlm tu..jimat sikit..cpyh tulis skrip pnjg2)..yg pasti Om tu nnt mati n ntah mcm mn semangat n roh die masok dlm body sorang baby yg ayah die namakan Om jgk..cite ni psl kelahiran semula..kot..
emm..bg aku cite ni best sbb bnyk special appearances..betul ke???ape2 je lah..ada satu lagu tu bnyk gila artis..haha..best2 aku suka..mcm package la tengok cite ni..xpyh nk tengok bnyk2 cite sbb dlm satu cite ni dh ada bnyk artis2 lain..(suka2!)
mula2 cita tu ada rishi kapoor yg mmg dr filem lama dia.kurus lagi.hensem lg..dia gabungkan la watak Om tu ada kat set rishi tu.dah ada kemajuan cite hindi skarang..hebat..xnmpk tipu sgt..ok mungkin ada sesetengah xknal rishi (yg belakon bobby?xkenal jugak?google sndiri la) tp aku kenal sbb aku org lama..kecik2 aku selalu tengok mak aku tengok cite hindi ni and lazim sorang budak akan tanya mcm2 kan..kdg2 mak aku mls layan sgt sbb kitorang selalu ejek ape ni tengok cite hindi..pastu nangis2..cliche!!tp,bila kuch kuch hota hai keluar (dlm tahun 98) kitorang sume kena badi dah..sume layan cite hindi..mungkin itu ketulahan..mungkin..aku lah yang paling obses sekali dlm rumah tu..kalau keluar mesti nak beli cd cite hindi.xkesah la best ke x..siap beli majalah lg...(ooo..membazir nya...mcm la preity zinta tau umah aku)..bila dh matang sikit ni aku tau,mmg budak2 macam tu...hehe
cite hindi sekarang dah lain dr zaman2 kemasyhuran srk,salman,kajol dulu..sbb tu aku xlayan sangat dah sekarang..kalau cite yg muka2 baru mmg aku xtengok la..n xkenal pun..tp yg aku saspek sgt2 kat diorang ialah diorang xkenal putus asa..bandingkan ngan industri perfileman kat negara ni, diorang jauh kat depan dah (walaupun org ckp jln cite same..tp maseh jgk org nk tengok kan?kan?kan??) diorang keluarkan smpai beratus filem setahun dan dlm bnyk2 tu mesti ada yg sangkut punye..yg top la..contoh slumdog millionaire tu..(aku xtau cite tu kategori hindi ke omputeh..tp sbb kat india aku assume hindi la..setuju?) cite tu mmg lain la..aku suke jgk cite tu..best!filem tu menunjukkan yg hidup ni mmg penuh dengan kebetulan..mcm,selalu rs nk ponteng kelas tp xberani then bila dah buat tu (ponteng) tiba2 ada spotcheck..kemudian tertangkap..bila fikir2 kenapa waktu kita nk buat baru ada spotcheck??orang lain buat xde pulak kene..kan??kan??itulah kebetulan..
lg satu contoh kebetulan ataupun coincidences dlm bhs omputeh nya, bila pindah tmpat baru ni..n kenal2 la ngan orang sekeliling..last2 dpt tau orang tu anak sedara jiran sebelah umah kita yg kita xberapa nak suka..kelakar kan?itulah realiti nya..kecik je dunia ni sebenarnya..kebetulan2 yg orang selalu alami ni ada pro n kon nya sendiri..kalau dlm slumdog tu kebetulan yg dialami hero tu mmg sangat la menguntungkan..ape2 pun aku nk cakap yg semua yg berlaku dalam hidup kita mmg telah dirancang oleh yang Maha Bijaksana..mungkin ada satu masa kita akan rasa diri ni susah sangat2 (mcm hero slumdog tu..tp sapa sangka dpt jd millionaire..kan??)..tp..pecaye lah..Allah xkan menjadikan sesuatu perkara tu tanpa sebab dan alasanNya tersendiri..pasti ada sesuatu yg lebih baik Dia janjikan untuk kita..mcm Om ckp,everything is OK in the end..if it's not OK,it's not the end..so, aku nak katakan kat diri aku sendiri n sesape yg baca ni, walaupun aku tau sekarang hidup aku dh lain dr dulu,rs susah hati,rs rindu, tp aku terima semua tu sbb aku yakin dgn janji Tuhan..dan aku harap semua org pun rs mcm tu..hidup tidak selalunya indah kan?
ok la..dah puas bebel2..nnt kalau ada benda best lg aku tulis la lg...
daaa....

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Is it funny??


it's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye
it's funny how good memories can start to make u cry

it's funny how forever
never seems really last

it's funny how much you'd lose
is u forgot about ur past
it's funny how friends can just leave u when u're down
its funny how when u need someone they're never around

it's funny how people change
and think they're so much better

it's funny how many lies
can be packed in one love letter

its funny how people forgive
eventhough they can't forget

it's funny how ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all is
that none of that's funny to me
'Crying was an acceptable outlet, even if it made you feel raw and empty inside, it was still better than that build up of resentment that grew from not letting your emotions out.' -Dorothy Koomson for My Bestfriend's Girl-